Rediscovering the Relationship You Both Still Want

James Seal — Talk and Love

Contents

Introduction — The Drift Nobody Planned

Part One: Understanding the Drift

Chapter 1 — How Couples Drift Apart

Chapter 2 — The Relationship You Had, The Relationship You Have

Chapter 3 — Your Cycle — The Pattern That’s Keeping You Stuck

Part Two: Creating New Patterns

Chapter 4 — The Conversation You’ve Been Avoiding

Chapter 5 — Needs, Resentments, and Repairs

Chapter 6 — Presence Over Performance

Part Three: Rebuilding Intimacy

Chapter 7 — Emotional Intimacy — Being Known Again

Chapter 8 — Physical Intimacy — Touch, Closeness, and Desire

Chapter 9 — Shared Vision — Rediscovering What You’re Building Together

Part Four: Sustaining the Reconnection

Chapter 10 — The Relationship as a Living Thing

Bonus Materials

Bonus 1 — The Relationship Audit

Bonus 2 — Map Your Cycle Together

Bonus 3 — 50 Conversation Starters

Bonus 4 — The Shared Vision Exercise

Bonus 5 — The 30-Day Reconnection Plan

Further Reading & References

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WE’VE GROWN APART — TALK AND LOVE

The Drift Nobody Planned

You are not the problem. Your pattern is.

Nobody decides to grow apart.

It doesn’t happen in a single moment, or because of a single decision. There’s no morning when you wake up and choose distance. It happens gradually, almost imperceptibly, in the accumulation of ordinary days — in the conversations that kept getting postponed, in the bids for connection that went unnoticed, in the quiet turning away from each other that neither of you intended and neither of you fully saw.

And then one day — maybe during an argument that felt strangely hollow, maybe in a silence that used to be comfortable but no longer is, maybe simply lying next to someone in the dark feeling utterly alone — one of you notices.

We’ve grown apart.

It’s a strange kind of pain, this one. It doesn’t look like a crisis from the outside. You’re still together. You manage the household, the children, the diaries. You’re polite — maybe even kind. But somewhere beneath the functioning, the relationship that used to feel alive has started to feel more like an arrangement. The closeness is gone. The ease is gone. And in its place there is a particular kind of loneliness that is, in some ways, harder than being alone — because you are not alone. You are right here, next to the person you love, and somehow unreachable.

If you recognise any of this, this book is for you.

You Are Not the Problem

Before we go any further, there is something important to say — something that this entire book is built on, and that I want you to hold from the very first page.

You are not the problem. Your partner is not the problem.

The pattern is the problem.

This is one of the central insights of Emotionally Focused Therapy — an evidence-based approach to couples work developed by Dr Sue Johnson and Dr Les Greenberg — and it is, in my experience as a therapist, one of the most liberating things a couple can hear. Because when two people are in distress, the most natural thing in the world is to look for someone to blame. Either you blame your partner — they’ve changed, they’re cold, they don’t make an effort — or you blame yourself — you’re too needy, too sensitive, not enough. Often you do both, sometimes in the same hour.

But blame, in either direction, misses what is actually happening. What is actually happening is that the two of you have fallen into a negative cycle — a pattern of interaction that is driving you apart, even though neither of you wants that, and even though both of you, in your different ways, are trying to hold things together.

As Dr Johnson writes in ‘Hold Me Tight’: the relationship problem is the pattern, the dance, and not some fatal flaw in one of the partners. (Johnson, 2008)

The moment a couple can see their pattern together — can step back far enough to look at the dance rather than at each other — something shifts. Not immediately, and not without effort. But the possibility of something different opens up.

The Clinical Foundations of This Book

This book is grounded in Emotionally Focused Therapy (EFT), developed by Dr Sue Johnson and Dr Les Greenberg. EFT is one of the most extensively researched approaches to couples therapy, with decades of clinical evidence supporting its effectiveness.

Alongside EFT, the book draws on the research of Dr John and Dr Julie Gottman, the attachment science of John Bowlby, the neurobiological work of Dr Stan Tatkin, and the Talk & Love Method™ — developed through years of clinical practice.

Full references for all sources are provided at the back of this book.

How to Use This Book

The book is structured in four parts, each building on the last.

Part One is about understanding the drift. Part Two is about creating new patterns. Part Three is about rebuilding intimacy. Part Four is about sustaining what you’ve rebuilt.

You can read this together or separately. The only thing that matters is that you bring honesty to it — with your partner, and with yourself.

What matters most is this: you picked up this book. You noticed something. You want things to be different. That wanting is not nothing — it is, in fact, the beginning of everything.

Let’s begin.

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PART ONE: UNDERSTANDING THE DRIFT

Chapter 1

How Couples Drift Apart

The forces that erode closeness

Why drift is normal — and why normal doesn’t mean inevitable

In his research on couples, Dr John Gottman discovered something that surprised even him. It wasn’t conflict that predicted relationship breakdown. Conflict, handled with a basic degree of respect, turned out to be relatively harmless. What predicted breakdown was something quieter and far more insidious: the pattern of turning away.

Gottman’s research identified what he called ‘bids for connection’ — the small, often unremarkable moments when one partner reaches toward the other. A comment about something on the news. A hand rested briefly on an arm. A question asked at the end of the day. These moments are not, on the surface, significant. But they are, in Gottman’s framework, the basic currency of intimate relationship. (Gottman & Silver, 1999)

The partners who stayed happy and connected over time were the ones who turned toward those bids — who noticed them, responded to them, and kept the account topped up through ordinary daily acts of attention.

The couples who drifted apart were the ones who turned away. Not dramatically. Not cruelly. Just — gradually, habitually, without noticing — stopped responding. And the account quietly emptied.

The Mechanics of Drift

Drift is rarely the result of a single significant event. It is the result of accumulation — of many small disconnections, each individually manageable, that compound over time into something that feels much harder to shift.

The dropped stitches of relationship drift look like this: a bid for connection that goes unanswered. A feeling that isn’t shared because the moment doesn’t feel right. A resentment not voiced that becomes a slightly cooler tone. A disappointment not acknowledged that becomes a slight pulling back.

None of these moments, in isolation, is devastating. But they don’t stay in isolation. They layer. And as they layer, they begin to generate a particular kind of interaction pattern — what Emotionally Focused Therapy calls the negative cycle — that then drives further disconnection.

What Negative Cycles Actually Are

A negative cycle is a pattern of interaction between two people in which each person’s response to the other triggers more of the very behaviour they are trying to stop. Each person responds to what they see on the surface — the other’s behaviour — without being able to see or respond to what is driving it beneath. (Johnson & Greenberg, 1988)

The most common version involves one partner who pursues — who initiates, reaches, asks for more connection — and one partner who withdraws. The pursuer is not demanding for its own sake — they are frightened. The withdrawing partner is not cold. They are overwhelmed.

This is what Dr Johnson means when she writes that the cycle is the enemy, not each other. Not a comfortable enemy — it wears the face of the person you love. But naming it as a shared problem, rather than evidence of individual failure, is the beginning of being able to fight it together. (Johnson, 2008)

The Role of Life Transitions

Negative cycles tend to be triggered or accelerated by the particular stresses that life imposes. The arrival of children, career demands, loss, health challenges, financial stress — all of these place particular pressures on the relational bond.

None of them cause drift inevitably. But all of them create the conditions in which drift is more likely if the couple isn’t actively, intentionally turning toward each other in the midst of them.

The Silence That Makes Distance Permanent

There is a particular kind of silence that settles into a drifting relationship — not the comfortable silence of two people at ease with each other, but the careful silence of two people who have learned, over time, not to raise the things that might lead somewhere difficult.

Dr Johnson describes this as ‘emotional hunger’ — the state of a relationship in which people are present but not reached, together but not known. It is, she argues, the core of relationship distress: not conflict, but disconnection. (Johnson, 2008)

A Reflection Before You Continue

Before moving to the next chapter, take a moment with the following questions:

• When did I first notice the drift? Was there a specific moment, or has it been a gradual awareness?

• What bids for connection have I been making that have gone unanswered? What bids from my partner might I have missed?

• What have I stopped saying? What has gone unsaid, and why?

There are no right answers. There is only honest attention — to yourself, to your partner, and to the space between you that this book is about helping you close.

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PART ONE: UNDERSTANDING THE DRIFT

Chapter 2

The Relationship You Had, The Relationship You Have

Seeing your relationship honestly

What’s changed, what’s been lost, and what’s still there

There is a particular kind of courage required to look honestly at a relationship you’re still in.

This chapter asks you to do that. Not with harshness. Not with the particular cruelty of a mind determined to confirm its worst fears. But with the kind of honest, compassionate attention you might bring to anything you genuinely care about and genuinely want to understand.

Because you cannot change a relationship you cannot see clearly.

The Relationship at Its Best

Before looking at where things are now, it is worth spending a moment with where they were. In Emotionally Focused Therapy, this is sometimes called revisiting the positive history — the deliberate recall of what the attachment bond felt like when it was secure. (Johnson, 2008)

What did the relationship look like at its best? Not the honeymoon period — that early phase is its own particular kind of altered state. But the period when you felt most genuinely connected. When the two of you felt like a team. When being together felt like coming home.

Many couples in drift have stopped believing this is still possible. The distance has lasted long enough that it has started to feel permanent — like the truth about the relationship rather than the current state of it.

What Has Changed

Drift does not change everything. But it changes some things consistently.

The felt sense of being known. In a close relationship, there is a particular comfort in being with someone who knows you. When drift sets in, this knowing fades. Gottman calls this the Love Map — the internal picture each partner holds of the other’s inner world. In drifting relationships, the maps have often become outdated. (Gottman & Silver, 1999)

The ease. There is a particular ease in a relationship that feels safe. In drifting relationships, this ease is often one of the first things to go. Interactions become more careful. Conversation stays on safer ground.

The delight. The moments of shared pleasure — laughter, spontaneity, the small private jokes that belong only to the two of you. These don’t disappear all at once. They thin.

What Is Still There

Drift erodes the surface qualities of a relationship. It does not, in most cases, destroy the bond itself. The bond is more durable than the feelings that currently overlay it.

John Bowlby, whose work on attachment underpins the whole of EFT, argued that attachment bonds — once formed — are not easily dissolved. They go underground. But the need they represent does not simply disappear. (Bowlby, 1988)

What’s still there, in most drifting relationships, is this: the care. The history. The investment — demonstrated by the very fact that you’re reading this.

Mapping Your Relationship Now

Rate each of the following areas from 1 to 10, where 1 is very poor and 10 is very strong. Do this individually before comparing with your partner.

• Emotional closeness — the felt sense of being genuinely known and connected

• Communication — your ability to talk honestly about things that matter

• Trust — your confidence that your partner is reliably on your side

• Physical affection — warmth and comfort of non-sexual touch

• Shared enjoyment — the degree to which you genuinely enjoy each other’s company

• Shared vision — the sense that you are building something together

Holding Both Truths

The relationship you have right now is not the relationship you want. That is true, and it deserves to be named honestly.

The relationship you have right now is also not the whole story of what the relationship is capable of. That is also true, and it deserves to be held with equal seriousness.

What serves you is the harder, more honest middle ground: this is where we are, and this is not where we have to stay.

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PART ONE: UNDERSTANDING THE DRIFT

Chapter 3

Your Cycle — The Pattern That’s Keeping You Stuck

Naming the pattern so you can step outside it together

The cycle is the enemy — not each other

If you could stand outside your relationship and watch the two of you interact during a typical difficult moment — what would you see?

One person talking more. One person going quiet. One person pressing forward; one person needing to leave the room. Whatever the specific shape of it, you would be watching a dance. A particular, repeating sequence of steps that the two of you have performed so many times it has become almost automatic.

This is your cycle. And this chapter is about learning to see it — clearly, compassionately, and together — so that you can begin to do something different.

What EFT Understands About Cycles

Emotionally Focused Therapy offers one of the most useful frameworks for understanding why couples get stuck. In a distressed relationship, both partners are responding to each other’s surface behaviour rather than to the deeper emotional experience driving it. And because the surface behaviour is almost always threatening or withdrawing, the response it generates is more of the same. The cycle feeds itself. (Johnson & Greenberg, 1988)

The EFT reframe says: neither of you is the problem. Both of you are caught in a pattern that is larger than either of you. Both of you are doing what makes sense given the signals you are receiving. And both of you, by following your protective instincts, are inadvertently making things worse. (Johnson, 2008)

The Pursuer-Withdrawer

One partner pursues — initiates contact, raises issues, asks for more connection, and when they don’t get it, pushes harder. The pursuer is not demanding for its own sake — they are frightened.

The other partner withdraws — pulls back, goes quiet, becomes harder to reach. The withdrawer is not cold. They are overwhelmed.

Beneath the pursuing partner’s pressure is a longing: please come closer, I’m frightened you’re leaving. Beneath the withdrawing partner’s silence is a longing: I need you to know I’m trying, I just don’t know how to get this right.

The Critic-Defender

One partner’s primary mode of expressing distress is criticism. The other partner’s primary response is defensiveness. Gottman identifies criticism and defensiveness as two of the Four Horsemen — the patterns most predictive of relationship deterioration. (Gottman & Silver, 1999)

Beneath the criticism is almost always a need that isn’t being met. Beneath the defensiveness is almost always a deep sensitivity to the implied message: you are not enough.

The Mutual Withdrawal

Both partners have, over time, retreated. Both have stopped reaching. The relationship functions — meals are made, logistics are managed, there is basic civility — but the emotional connection has been sealed off.

Tatkin describes this as a relationship in which both partners have moved into parallel functioning — physically present, emotionally absent. (Tatkin, 2012)

Naming Your Cycle Together

One of the most powerful things a couple can do is to give their negative cycle a name. Not a name that blames either partner, but a name that positions the cycle as a shared problem: something that happens to both of you, that both of you are caught in, that both of you can work together to change. (Johnson, 2008)

To begin naming your cycle, try this exercise:

• Each write down, individually, what you do when the two of you are in conflict. Not what your partner does — what you do.

• Beneath what you do — what do you feel? Not the anger or frustration, but beneath those. The fear, the sadness, the longing.

• Share what you’ve written with each other. Notice where the two stories connect.

• Together, give your cycle a name. Something that belongs to both of you.

The cycle named is a cycle with less power. It cannot operate as effectively in the light as it does in the dark.

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PART TWO: CREATING NEW PATTERNS

Chapter 4

The Conversation You’ve Been Avoiding

How to say what’s really going on

Opening the door without it becoming a door-slam

There is a conversation that most drifting couples haven’t had.

Not the argument about the dishwasher or the cancelled plans. Not the circular discussion about whose turn it is or whose fault it is. Those conversations have happened, probably many times. They’re part of the cycle.

The conversation that hasn’t happened is the one underneath. The one that says: I’m frightened. I miss you. I don’t know how to reach you. I’m not sure you still want to be reached.

This is the conversation that changes things. Not because it’s easy, or because saying it once fixes everything, but because it speaks from the place where the real experience lives.

Why We Avoid It

The most common reason is fear. Fear that raising the real thing will make it more real. Fear of the reaction. And the deeper vulnerability at stake: to say I miss you or I’m frightened we’re losing each other is to expose something that feels very tender.

All of these fears are understandable. None of them are reasons not to have the conversation. They are reasons to have it carefully.

Primary and Secondary Emotions

One of the most practically useful concepts from EFT is the distinction between primary and secondary emotions. Secondary emotions are the ones we express most readily in conflict: anger, frustration, irritation, coldness. Primary emotions are the ones underneath: fear, grief, longing, shame. (Johnson & Greenberg, 1988)

When one partner is able to move beneath the secondary emotion and speak from the primary — when the frustration becomes I’m scared, when the withdrawal becomes I’m overwhelmed and I don’t know how to get this right — it creates a completely different kind of opening.

This is what EFT calls accessing the deeper emotional experience — and it is at the heart of what the avoided conversation requires. (Johnson, 2008)

Language That Opens Rather Than Closes

Openings that tend to close things down:

• Starting with a list of grievances, however valid

• Opening in the middle of another tension

• Starting with what the other person has done wrong rather than how you have felt

Openings that tend to keep things open:

• Starting from your own experience: ‘I’ve been feeling…’ rather than ‘You always…’

• Speaking from the primary emotion rather than the secondary: ‘I’ve been feeling frightened about us’

• Asking for what you need: ‘I don’t need you to fix this. I just need you to hear me’

How to Receive What Your Partner Says

When someone takes the risk of speaking from their primary emotion, the response they most need is not a solution, not a counter-argument. What they need is to be met. To have the feeling acknowledged.

In EFT this is called empathic responding — reflecting back what your partner has shared in a way that confirms you have heard not just the words but the feeling beneath them. (Johnson, 2008)

• ‘It sounds like you’ve been carrying a lot of fear about us. That makes sense. I’m glad you told me.’

• ‘I didn’t know you were feeling that alone. I’m sorry. Can you tell me more?’

Every conversation in which one partner shares something real and the other stays with it is a new emotional experience. It deposits something in the relationship’s account.

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PART TWO: CREATING NEW PATTERNS

Chapter 5

Needs, Resentments, and Repairs

Naming what’s been missing

How to clear the backlog and start fresh

Resentment is not a character flaw. It is a record.

Every resentment a person carries in a relationship is, at its root, a need that wasn’t met, a hurt that wasn’t acknowledged, a reaching out that was met with nothing. The resentment is the residue of those moments — the emotional scar tissue that forms when something that mattered was left unaddressed.

In a drifting relationship, there is almost always a backlog. This chapter is about that backlog — how it forms, what it does, and how to begin clearing it.

How Unmet Needs Become Resentment

A need is felt. Perhaps it is expressed and met with something that falls short. Or perhaps it isn’t expressed at all. The unmet need doesn’t disappear. It becomes a grievance. And grievances, when they accumulate without repair, become resentment.

Gottman’s research is unambiguous about the damage contempt does to a relationship. It is the single most reliable predictor of relationship breakdown. (Gottman & Silver, 1999)

The antidote to resentment is not time. It is address.

Naming a Need Without It Sounding Like a Complaint

Gottman distinguishes between complaints and criticism. A complaint is specific and about a behaviour: ‘I felt hurt when you didn’t ask how my presentation went.’ A criticism is global and about character: ‘You never show any interest in what matters to me.’ The first opens a door. The second closes one. (Gottman & Silver, 1999)

EFT adds a further layer: the most effective way to name a need is to speak from the primary emotion. Not ‘you never make me a priority’ but ‘I need to feel like I matter to you. And lately I’ve been frightened that I don’t.’ (Johnson, 2008)

What Genuine Repair Actually Looks Like

Repair is one of the most important and least understood capacities in a long-term relationship. Gottman’s research shows that the couples who sustain healthy relationships are not the ones who have fewer ruptures. They are the ones who repair effectively. (Gottman & Silver, 1999)

Genuine repair involves three things: acknowledgement, understanding, and commitment. Not ‘I’m sorry you felt that way’ — which is not an apology but a deflection. But ‘I can see that what I said was hurtful. I’m sorry I said it.’

Addressing the Backlog

Begin not with the oldest, deepest grievances but with the more recent and accessible. The goal is not to settle a score. It is to create a new pattern — one in which needs can be named, heard, and responded to in real time, so that the backlog stops growing.

• Each partner identifies one or two things from the recent past that have left a residue of hurt or unmet need

• Share them in turn, speaking from the feeling and the need rather than the complaint

• The listening partner’s only task, initially, is to hear without defending

• Repair where repair is needed: genuinely, simply, without qualification

• Create a shared agreement: when something hurts, we will say so. We will address things in the moment rather than storing them.

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PART TWO: CREATING NEW PATTERNS

Chapter 6

Presence Over Performance

How to actually be with each other again

The quality of attention that reconnects

There is a difference between being in the same room as someone and actually being with them.

Most couples in drift have plenty of proximity. What they have lost is each other’s genuine attention. The quality of being actually present — face turned toward rather than away, inner world open rather than sealed, contact real rather than managed.

This is the distinction that Dr Sue Johnson captures in what she calls the A.R.E. framework — the three questions at the heart of secure attachment: Are you Accessible? Are you Responsive? Are you Engaged? (Johnson, 2008)

For drifting couples, the answer to all three questions has often become ‘not reliably.’ This chapter is about changing that.

Managing vs. Inhabiting a Relationship

Managing a relationship means keeping it functional. Inhabiting a relationship is different. It means being inside it rather than administering it from a slight remove. It means allowing yourself to be affected by your partner — moved by what moves them, interested in what interests them.

The return to inhabiting the relationship begins with presence. Not effort, not communication skills. Presence. The simple, radical act of being actually here, with this person, in this moment, with your full attention.

The Neuroscience of Being Together

Stan Tatkin argues that the human nervous system is fundamentally designed for co-regulation — the process by which two people, through physical proximity, eye contact, vocal tone, and attuned responsiveness, directly regulate each other’s physiological and emotional states. (Tatkin, 2012)

When your partner is genuinely present, your body registers it. Your threat response quiets. When they are not — when they are physically present but emotionally absent — your nervous system registers that too.

Turning Toward: The Practice of Small Moments

Gottman’s research on what he calls turning toward is one of the most useful concepts for rebuilding presence. Turning toward means responding positively to a partner’s bid for connection — however small and however mundane. (Gottman & Silver, 1999)

Start small. One genuine turning toward per day. Then two. Then five. The cumulative effect of consistent small turnings-toward is, over weeks and months, a felt sense of the relationship’s temperature rising.

A.R.E. in Practice

Accessible means being reachable — emotionally available rather than sealed behind the protective distance of the cycle.

Responsive means being moved by what your partner brings to you. Not performing a response, but genuinely receiving what is shared.

Engaged means being genuinely curious about your partner — about who they are right now, not just who they were when you first met. (Johnson, 2008)

Presence as a Daily Practice

• A six-second kiss when you arrive home or leave (Gottman & Silver, 1999)

• A device-free period each evening — even twenty minutes of undivided attention

• A genuine check-in at some point in the day — not ‘how was your day?’ as a formality

• Physical proximity without agenda — sitting together, brief touches in passing (Tatkin, 2012)

The daily practice of being genuinely, repeatedly, patiently here is what transforms the felt sense of a relationship.

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PART THREE: REBUILDING INTIMACY

Chapter 7

Emotional Intimacy — Being Known Again

How to let your partner back in

The practices that rebuild genuine knowing

To be known by another person — truly known, not just recognised or categorised, but known in the full complexity of who you actually are — is one of the deepest human experiences available.

In the early stages of a relationship, this risk is typically taken with some willingness, even eagerness. But over time, in many relationships, the risk starts to feel less worth taking. The cycle has made vulnerability feel dangerous. The self-editing begins. And slowly, what gets shared with the person who is supposed to know you best becomes a curated version — careful, managed, safe.

The result is a relationship in which two people are technically together but privately alone.

What Emotional Intimacy Actually Is

Emotional intimacy is a quality of contact: the experience of being genuinely met by another person, in your actual emotional reality, whatever that reality happens to be.

Johnson describes emotional intimacy as the foundation of what she calls the secure bond — the felt sense between two people that they are emotionally accessible to each other, that their inner worlds are real and valid and of genuine interest to the other. (Johnson, 2008)

The Love Map and Why It Needs Updating

Gottman’s concept of the Love Map is one of the most practically useful ideas in couples research. A Love Map is the internal picture each partner holds of the other’s inner world — their hopes, fears, dreams, worries, preferences, memories, values, and current preoccupations. (Gottman & Silver, 1999)

In drifting relationships, the Love Maps have stopped being updated. Partners are navigating toward a version of each other that may be years out of date.

Questions worth asking:

• What has been worrying you most lately that you haven’t told me about?

• What are you most proud of in yourself right now?

• What do you feel like I don’t quite understand about what your days are like right now?

Johnson’s Bonding Conversations

In Hold Me Tight, Johnson describes seven transforming conversations that consistently rebuild emotional intimacy between couples. (Johnson, 2008)

Revisiting a Rocky Moment: going back to a specific incident and looking at it again through the lens of the cycle rather than through the lens of blame. The question is not ‘who was wrong?’ but ‘what happened to each of us in that moment?’

Hold Me Tight: one partner speaks their deepest fear about the relationship. The other responds with genuine presence: staying with the fear, acknowledging it, answering the attachment question directly: I am here. You matter to me. I don’t want to lose you.

Every conversation in which one partner shares something real and the other stays with it is a new emotional experience. These accumulate. They rewrite the nervous system’s prediction about what this relationship is.

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PART THREE: REBUILDING INTIMACY

Chapter 8

Physical Intimacy — Touch, Closeness, and Desire

How physical distance and emotional distance feed each other

Rebuilding touch without pressure

The body keeps score in relationships as surely as it does in trauma.

When emotional distance grows between partners, the body registers it. Physical closeness becomes less natural, less frequent, less easy. The small gestures of affection that were once unremarkable begin to require a degree of intention they didn’t previously need. And as they require more intention, they happen less.

In drifting relationships, the physical dimension is often one of the first things couples notice has changed — and one of the last things they feel able to address.

Touch as Attachment Behaviour

Bowlby’s foundational work established that physical proximity and touch are not peripheral to the attachment bond — they are central to it. The felt sense of being held is the primary medium through which the attachment system communicates safety. (Bowlby, 1988)

Tatkin’s neurobiological work describes the way partners in secure relationships co-regulate each other’s nervous systems through physical contact — touch that communicates safety, that brings the other person’s arousal level down. In relationships where touch has become infrequent or loaded with anxiety, this regulatory function is lost. (Tatkin, 2012)

Non-Sexual Affection First

One of the most important principles in rebuilding physical intimacy after drift is the deliberate recovery of non-sexual affection as a foundation.

The solution is the deliberate re-establishment of touch that is freely given, freely received, and explicitly without agenda. Hand-holding. A hand on the back. The six-second kiss that Gottman recommends. (Gottman & Silver, 1999)

It helps to make this explicit. ‘I’d like us to be physically closer again. Can we start with just holding hands in the evenings?’ Naming the intention removes the ambiguity that makes physical approach feel risky.

Navigating Mismatched Desire

Desire in long-term relationships does not function the way it does in early infatuation. Early in a relationship, desire is typically spontaneous. In established relationships, desire is far more often responsive — it arises in response to context, connection, and approach. This is normal and well-documented. (Johnson, 2013)

Often the answer to questions about desire points back toward the emotional connection that drift has eroded. When the emotional bond is more secure, desire tends to become more accessible.

Rebuilding Gradually and Safely

• Begin with non-pressured presence: sitting together, casual physical contact that requires nothing

• Restore affectionate touch: hello and goodbye gestures, the hug that is simply a hug — consistently and without agenda

• Create explicit agreements about pace: both partners know what is and isn’t on offer

• Let desire follow safety: trust that as emotional and physical safety are rebuilt, desire becomes more available

Physical intimacy, rebuilt this way, has a different quality. It is more conscious. More chosen. More mutual. That quality of chosen closeness is not a lesser version of intimacy. In many ways, it is a deeper one.

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PART THREE: REBUILDING INTIMACY

Chapter 9

Shared Vision — Rediscovering What You’re Building Together

Why couples drift when they lose a shared direction

How to create a vision you both believe in

There is a particular kind of drift that has nothing to do with conflict or resentment. It is the drift that comes from two people who still love each other, who function well together, who have no particular grievances — but who have quietly stopped knowing what they are building.

A relationship without a shared sense of purpose is a relationship that has lost one of its primary sources of aliveness.

The Secure Base and the Shared Direction

Bowlby’s concept of the secure base is usually understood in terms of the safe haven — the relationship as a place of comfort and refuge. But Bowlby’s vision included an equally important second function: the secure base as the platform from which both partners go out into the world — with confidence, with the felt sense that they have something solid behind them. (Bowlby, 1988)

Johnson extends this: the secure bond is not only a source of comfort in difficulty but a source of energy and courage in life. (Johnson, 2008)

The Shared Meaning System

Gottman identifies what he calls the Shared Meaning System as one of the highest levels of the Sound Relationship House. A Shared Meaning System is the accumulated structure of rituals, roles, goals, and values that give a relationship its particular character and direction. (Gottman & Silver, 1999)

Rebuilding shared meaning is not about recreating what was. It is about discovering what is — right now, at this stage of life, with the people you currently are.

Creating a Shared Vision: A Guided Exercise

Complete Parts 1 and 2 individually. Come together for Part 3.

Part 1: Looking Back

• What period of our relationship felt most alive to you? What made it feel that way?

• What have we built together that you are most proud of?

Part 2: The Present

• What does our relationship give you right now that nothing else does?

• What feels most missing for you right now?

Part 3: Looking Forward

• If our relationship were at its best in five years, what would it look like?

• What do you want us to have done, experienced, or built together in the next chapter of our lives?

• What is one thing you’d like us to start doing, or do differently?

A shared vision does not need to be elaborate. It needs to be genuine. The relationship you both still want starts with both of you knowing what that is.

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PART FOUR: SUSTAINING THE RECONNECTION

Chapter 10

The Relationship as a Living Thing

Why reconnection is not the end of the work

How to tend to your relationship so drift doesn’t return

A relationship is not a problem to be solved.

A relationship is like a garden. It requires ongoing tending. Not constant effort or perpetual attention — that would be exhausting and counterproductive. But regular, deliberate cultivation: the small acts of turning toward, the maintenance of genuine presence, the willingness to address things before they accumulate.

This final chapter is about what that tending looks like — and about the particular vigilance required to prevent drift from returning once you have done the work of finding your way back.

EFT Stage 3: Consolidation

Emotionally Focused Therapy describes its process in three stages. The third is consolidation — integrating the new patterns into the fabric of the relationship and creating a new narrative about what the relationship is and where it is going. (Johnson, 2008)

The couple who can say ‘we went through a period of real distance and we came back from it’ have something that the couple who have never been tested do not. They have evidence, earned through experience, that their relationship can survive difficulty.

The Maintenance Practices That Prevent Drift

Daily:

• A genuine greeting when you arrive home

• A brief genuine check-in at some point in the day

• One deliberate act of turning toward

Weekly:

• Time that belongs only to the two of you

• A brief mutual acknowledgement of how things feel: ‘How are we doing?’

Periodic:

• Revisiting the shared vision from Chapter 9

• An honest conversation about what’s working and what needs attention

Reading the Early Warning Signs

• Conversations becoming more logistical and less personal

• Bids for connection going unnoticed more frequently

• The familiar cycle beginning to activate again

When you notice the signs, the response is the same as it was when you first began this book: name it. Not as an accusation. As an observation, offered to the person you are choosing every day.

When This Book Isn’t Enough

This book is a resource. It is not a substitute for professional support.

EFT-trained therapists are specifically equipped to work with the attachment dynamics and negative cycles explored in this book. A directory of EFT-trained therapists is available through the International Centre for Excellence in Emotionally Focused Therapy at iceeft.com.

Seeking therapy is not an admission of failure. It is an act of investment in something you have decided is worth more than your pride about needing help.

Choosing Each Other Again

There is a version of long-term love that is passive — that assumes the choice made once, years ago, is a choice that sustains itself without renewal. It doesn’t.

The couples who sustain genuine connection over time are the ones who understand that loving someone over a lifetime is an ongoing series of choices. The choice to turn toward. The choice to say the difficult thing rather than let it pass. The choice to prioritise the relationship even when other things are louder.

You picked up this book because, at some level, you chose your partner again. You noticed the distance and decided it mattered. That choice — quiet, perhaps uncertain, perhaps made in the middle of considerable doubt — is where everything that follows begins.

The relationship you both still want is not somewhere in the past. It is being built — right now, in the decisions you make today.

The pattern is the problem. Not each other.

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BONUS MATERIALS

Bonus 1: The Relationship Audit

A structured couples exercise to see honestly where you are

This audit is designed to be completed individually first, then shared and discussed. Rate each dimension from 1 to 10, where 1 is very poor and 10 is very strong.

Complete your own ratings before looking at your partner’s.

Dimension 1: Emotional Closeness

The felt sense of being genuinely known, seen, and understood by your partner.

My rating: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10

What I most miss about our emotional closeness:

_______________________________________________

One thing that would help me feel more emotionally close:

_______________________________________________

Dimension 2: Communication

My rating: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10

The conversations I find hardest to have with you:

_______________________________________________

Dimension 3: Trust

My rating: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10

Where trust has felt more fragile:

_______________________________________________

Dimension 4: Physical Affection

My rating: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10

What would feel like a good starting point for getting physically closer:

_______________________________________________

Dimension 5: Shared Enjoyment

My rating: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10

Something I’d love for us to do together:

_______________________________________________

Dimension 6: Shared Vision

My rating: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10

What I’d like our relationship to be for:

_______________________________________________

Bonus 2: Map Your Cycle Together

An EFT-informed exercise for identifying your negative pattern

This exercise is based on the first stage of Emotionally Focused Therapy — de-escalation through understanding the negative cycle. (Johnson & Greenberg, 1988; Johnson, 2008)

Complete Part 1 individually. Come together for Parts 2 and 3.

Part 1: Your Individual Experience

Think about a recent difficult interaction. Answer the following about your own experience only.

What did I do in that moment?

_______________________________________________

What was I feeling on the surface? (anger, frustration, shutdown)

_______________________________________________

What was I feeling underneath? (fear, sadness, longing)

_______________________________________________

What did I most need that I didn’t know how to ask for?

_______________________________________________

Part 2: Sharing and Listening

Take turns sharing your answers. The listener’s only task is to listen — not to respond, defend, or correct.

Where did our experiences overlap?

_______________________________________________

What surprised you about what your partner shared?

_______________________________________________

Part 3: Naming the Cycle

Our cycle looks like this:

_______________________________________________

A name for our cycle:

_______________________________________________

When we notice we’re in the cycle, one of us will say:

_______________________________________________

Bonus 3: 50 Conversation Starters

From easy reconnection to the conversations that rebuild genuine intimacy

These questions are designed to rebuild the habit of genuine conversation — updating your Love Map (Gottman & Silver, 1999) and creating new emotional experiences (Johnson, 2008). Start with Level 1. Move to Level 3 when you have more safety and openness.

Level 1: Getting Curious Again

• What has been the best part of your week that you haven’t told me about?

• What are you most looking forward to right now?

• Is there something you’ve been thinking about lately that you haven’t shared?

• What’s something small that’s been making you happy recently?

• What’s been on your mind a lot lately?

• What do you most need from me right now?

• What’s something you’ve been wanting to do that you haven’t brought up?

• What are you most looking forward to in the next few months?

• What’s something you’re proud of that you haven’t mentioned?

• Is there something that’s been harder than you’ve let on?

Level 2: Going a Bit Deeper

• What do you feel like I don’t fully understand about what your life is like right now?

• When do you feel most like yourself?

• What’s something you’ve changed your mind about in the last few years?

• What are you most worried about for the future?

• What do you wish were different about your relationship with me?

• Is there something from your past that still affects you that you haven’t shared much?

• What kind of support do you most need from a partner?

• What do you think I misunderstand about you?

• When do you feel closest to me?

• What’s something you appreciate about me that you don’t say often enough?

• Is there something you’ve been wanting to say but haven’t found the right moment for?

• What’s something you’ve been carrying that you haven’t told me about?

• What does a good day look like for you right now?

• What do you most want for yourself in the next chapter of your life?

• What do you believe about yourself that I wish you didn’t?

Level 3: The Deeper Conversations

For when you have enough safety to go somewhere real. These are inspired by Johnson’s Hold Me Tight conversations. (Johnson, 2008)

• When have you felt most alone in our relationship?

• What do you most fear about us?

• Is there something I’ve done that hurt you that we’ve never fully talked about?

• What do you most need to hear from me?

• When do you feel most seen by me? When do you feel most invisible?

• Is there a way I’ve changed that you miss?

• What would you want me to know about what the last difficult period felt like from the inside?

• Is there something you need to forgive me for that we’ve never quite addressed?

• What would make you feel chosen by me?

• If you could go back and say something to the version of us that was struggling most, what would it be?

Bonus 4: The Shared Vision Exercise

A values alignment and future-visioning tool for couples

Informed by Gottman’s Shared Meaning System and the secure base concept from Bowlby and Johnson. (Gottman & Silver, 1999; Bowlby, 1988; Johnson, 2008)

Complete Parts 1 and 2 individually. Come together for Part 3.

Part 1: What You Value Now

The five things I value most in my life right now:

_______________________________________________

What has changed in what I value over the last five years:

_______________________________________________

What I most want more of in my life:

_______________________________________________

Part 2: What You Want for the Relationship

If our relationship were at its best in five years, what would it look like?

_______________________________________________

What do I want us to have done or built together in the next chapter?

_______________________________________________

What kind of partners do I want us to be to each other as we grow older?

_______________________________________________

Part 3: Creating Your Shared Vision

Where do our values overlap most strongly?

_______________________________________________

Our shared vision in one or two sentences:

_______________________________________________

One concrete thing we will do in the next month that moves toward this vision:

_______________________________________________

We will revisit this vision on:

_______________________________________________

Bonus 5: The 30-Day Reconnection Plan

One small intentional connection each day

Grounded in EFT’s principle that new emotional experiences create new patterns (Johnson, 2008) and Gottman’s research on the compound effect of turning toward. (Gottman & Silver, 1999)

Week 1: Presence

• Day 1 — A genuine six-second greeting today

• Day 2 — Phones away for one hour this evening

• Day 3 — Ask one genuine question about something specific

• Day 4 — Notice and name something you appreciate about your partner

• Day 5 — Sit together tonight without an agenda

• Day 6 — Do one small thing you know your partner will appreciate

• Day 7 — Share one thing that was hard this week and one thing you’re grateful for

Week 2: Communication

• Day 8 — Share something you’ve been carrying that you haven’t mentioned

• Day 9 — Use one question from Level 1 of the Conversation Starters

• Day 10 — Raise something small that hasn’t been addressed, gently

• Day 11 — Tell your partner one thing you genuinely admire about them

• Day 12 — Ask: ‘Is there anything I’ve done lately that’s bothered you?’

• Day 13 — Use a Level 2 question from the Conversation Starters

• Day 14 — End-of-week check in: How are we doing?

Week 3: Physical Closeness

• Day 15 — Hold hands today

• Day 16 — Give your partner a proper hug — long enough to feel real

• Day 17 — Sit close enough to be in physical contact this evening

• Day 18 — Tell your partner one thing you love about being close to them

• Day 19 — Have the conversation about physical closeness (see Chapter 8)

• Day 20 — Do something physically together that you both enjoy

• Day 21 — Tonight, go to bed at the same time

Week 4: Shared Vision

• Day 22 — Complete the Shared Vision Exercise together

• Day 23 — Plan something to look forward to together. Put it in the diary.

• Day 24 — Ask your partner about something they’re hoping for individually

• Day 25 — Create or revisit a ritual that belongs only to the two of you

• Day 26 — Use a Level 3 question from the Conversation Starters

• Day 27 — Write down three things you love about this person

• Day 28 — Complete the Relationship Audit again and compare with your first scores

Days 29–30: Reflection

• Day 29 — Talk about what the last month has been like. What do you want to carry forward?

• Day 30 — Make one commitment to each other about how you want to show up going forward.

The 30 days are complete. The practice is not. What you have built this month is a foundation, not a finish line.

Further Reading & Full References

The following sources are cited throughout this book. All clinical frameworks are properly attributed within the text.

Primary Clinical Sources

Ainsworth, M., Blehar, M., Waters, E., & Wall, S. (1978). Patterns of Attachment: A Psychological Study of the Strange Situation. Erlbaum.

Bowlby, J. (1988). A Secure Base: Parent-Child Attachment and Healthy Human Development. Basic Books.

Gottman, J. & Silver, N. (1999). The Seven Principles for Making Marriage Work. Crown.

Gottman, J. & Gottman, J.S. (2015). 10 Principles for Doing Effective Couples Therapy. Norton.

Greenberg, L. & Johnson, S. (1988). Emotionally Focused Therapy for Couples. Guilford Press.

Johnson, S. (2008). Hold Me Tight: Seven Conversations for a Lifetime of Love. Little, Brown.

Johnson, S. (2013). Love Sense: The Revolutionary New Science of Romantic Relationships. Little, Brown.

Tatkin, S. (2012). Wired for Love: How Understanding Your Partner’s Brain and Attachment Style Can Help You Defuse Conflict and Build a Secure Relationship. New Harbinger.

van der Kolk, B. (2014). The Body Keeps the Score: Brain, Mind, and Body in the Healing of Trauma. Viking.

Recommended Further Reading

• Johnson, S. (2008). Hold Me Tight — Essential reading for any couple wanting to understand EFT

• Gottman, J. & Silver, N. (1999). The Seven Principles for Making Marriage Work — Practical and research-based

• Tatkin, S. (2012). Wired for Love — Excellent on the neuroscience of secure partnership

• Johnson, S. (2013). Love Sense — The science of adult attachment in accessible form

Professional Support

If you would like to work with an EFT-trained couples therapist, a directory is available through the International Centre for Excellence in Emotionally Focused Therapy at

iceeft.com

In the UK, qualified practitioners can also be found through the British Association for Counselling and Psychotherapy at

bacp.co.uk

Talk and Love offers EFT-informed couples counselling, coaching, and resources at

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The ideas in this book can change your thinking. The right support can change your relationship.

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